The Future Freaks Me Out

the future scares me

I am technically an adult but responsibility is biggest fear

My dreams are big, too big

How can i be so scared of failing but never care whenever i open the door and failure is staring me right in the face.

I've seen so many fail in things that scare me everyday

what if i get a divorce

what if i can't support my family

what if i my dream job is so out of reach have to settle for a stupid desk job has me living from paycheck to paycheck

what if i can't go to the places poor people only think about like New Zealand or france

Maybe I'm just being paranoid and should get over it but i was up till 5:30 am last monday just thinking about all of the things that could go wrong.

im sorry this isn't a poem and i'm sorry you read this but thank you for giving me a little time

i wish I knew "alive"

I wish I knew what it was like to be alive
But since 2008 I've been in a coffin most people would call a body
They have tried to bring me back to life ever since
But zombies can't exercise to feel better like humans can
They tried tricking me into thinking I was alive
They even tried just talking
Nothing ever works
Even if you bring something back to life it will never be the same
Doctors gave me medicine and it gave me feeling
But I'm still dead
Just walking the streets in a coffin you call a body

Adobe rap

the OG "building blocks"
the man made rocks
Stacked on top build a box
Poundin hard breakin locks
Tick Toks, father clocks
Mountain bikin needin shocks
Pour a drink taking shots
Taking shots killin flocks

Crap, there's blood on my shirt
Made from water and dirt
Throw one at you it hurts
Stand tall, concerts
Got a mission covert
Watching children, pervert
hey yo what up Herbert
Break a sweat you exert
Charging cable, insert
Oh no not the squirts

Now there goes my pants
Throw ya whip do ya dance
Got some bugs on these plants
Their crawling on me, red ants!
Changing my socks to my Stance
World of can do's and do can'ts
Heart to hearts, transplants

And This rap really sucks
"No it don't" "awe shucks"
And I don't give two f***s
All the Hicks driving trucks
Playing lorde, hundred lux
Watching hockey, Canucks
And I'm poppin my knucks
And Your all crazy shmucks
This poems deluxe
This poem is chucks
This poem is over

For you I would

If I could I would shake the stars to make a portrait of you just so everyone could see your beautiful smile light up the night sky like it does my heart

If I could I would pass a law that anyone as amazing and real as you would have to come see me just so I had an excuse to talk to you
If we were kids I'd wanna give you everything that you would want

If I could I would take you the 5,093 miles across the world just so you could see the beauty of Paris even though I'll be looking at you the entire time
If it were the time, I'd serve a mission for you because you deserve a return missionary (#church)

If I could I would write you a love poem so good it not only brought tears to your eyes but made the entire world forget about war and only remember what it's like to live

If I could I would publish your laugh on iTunes just so your #1 song could make depression subside throughout the nation
If I could I would have you to call mine


If I could, I'd do anything for you

Why?

Why is some carpet scratchy and some not?
Why is love a one way emotion?
Why is satan bad and god is good?
Why is Gambino hipster rap?
Why is Apple the biggest company ever?
Why is Islam "bad"?
Why should I go to school?
Why is this song so long?
Why is rivers and roads so sad?
Why do we drive when we can walk?
Why is this post online and not on a piece of paper?